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Lyrics: I am Isis look it’s morning head in the shower spoon in my mouth just as I swallow my cereal my mother comes and knocks me down tacks a photo to my chest as she hands me my birth certificate
but it’s ok I say I was a bad child I cried and I asked too many questions
I press my face to the window I play solitaire I hold tight to my chair in case someone pulls my hair and no one can understand why I’m still crying no one can understand why I’m still crying
I live in Tucson which is like pee in a swimming pool I am Isis, mouth full of candy I dance naked in the backyard I ride my bike to the corner store stop for a soda but I am always a quarter short
but it’s ok I say I made a wish today It’s ok it won’t always be this way
I press my face to the window I play solitaire I hold tight to my chair in case someone pulls my hair and no one can understand why I’m still crying no one can understand why I’m still crying
Parents are fighting dragging each other on the ground skid marks, dog barks broken TV, too hot to sleep divorce, disease, we move so many times but a home is easy to replace like a child in a mother’s eyes like my mothers child, isis
It’s time to go away my blood on her paper plate it’s ok you say as she looks the other way
I am a sore throat I am the door slammed the plane lifts off and the plane lands I smell smoke coming from the last two rows I am the kiss goodnight now you sleep tight everything will be alright
I press my face to the window I play solitaire I hold tight to my chair in case someone pulls my hair and no one can understand why I’m still crying no one can understand why I’m still crying
© Essence
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"Work Song" by Mark Levine
My name is Henri. Listen. It’s morning. I pull my head from my scissors, I pull the light bulb from my mouth—Boss comes at me while I’m still blinking. Pastes the pink slip on my collarbone. It’s O.K., I say, I was a lazy worker, and I stole. I wipe my feet on his skullcap on the way out.
I am Henri, mouth full of soda crackers. I live in Toulouse, which is a piece of cardboard. Summers the mayors paint it blue, we fish in it. Winters we skate on it. Children are always drowning or falling in the cracks. Parents are distraught but get over it. It’s easy to replace a child. Like my parents’ child, Henri.
I stuff my hands into my shoes and I crawl through the snow on all fours. Animals fear me. I smell so good. I have two sets of footprints, I confuse the police. When I reach the highway I unzip my head.
I am a zipper. A paper cut. I fed myself so many times through the shredder I am confetti, I am a ticker-tape parade, I am an astronaut waving from my convertible at Henri.
Henri from Toulouse, is that you? Why the unhappy face? I should shoot you for spoiling my parade. Come on, man, glue yourself together! You want so much to die that you don’t want to die.
My name is Henri. I am Toulouse. I am scraps of bleached parchment, I am the standing militia, I am a quill, the Red Cross, I am the feather in my cap, the Hebrew Testament, I am the World Court. An electric fan blows beneath my black robe. I am dignity itself.
I am an ice machine. I am an alp. I stuff myself in the refrigerator wrapped in newsprint. With salt in my heart I stay good for days.
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